Lost (II)

Have you ever been to the highest point when you felt yourself had good friends beside?

I did.

But in fact, I feel like having good friends did not ensure that you're happy. Well, I feel blessed to have them from primary, junior high and high school, but sometimes I just feel lonely and empty. Even when you're happy, sometimes you just want yourself to be quiet.

And now, what I'm feeling is I don't follow the friendship cycle and if I remain like this, sooner or later I'll be abandoned. It doesn't mean that my friends really force me to follow the plot or they didn't accept me for who I really am, but I feel like it's all my fault who seems far away.

Sorry for this annoying post lately. I just feel random, and awkward about myself.

Lost in Oblivion

It's been a while, I guess. Sometimes I just lose my passion in writing or blogging just because lots of stuffs to do.

After surviving new chapter, still I can't bring myself to the position that I wanted to be. I frequently disappear from what I suppose to do or I quit or I just, abandon it. I've been busy and as time goes by, I can't control myself and motivate myself to get what I want.

For example, there was 3 tests in-a-row on Friday and on Thursday Night, all I did was sitting in front of computer and did nothing except starring at the screen and surfing unimportant things. If I was clever enough to get above 75, there would be no problem to do nothing.

At school, I wasn't studied enough. Most of time all I did was laughing and joking around friends. . In the end, all I could do was regretting. A simple example but it clearly explains all.

I know and believe that I'm not that lazy, or stupid or such a blank kid, but this is the time when my mind and thoughts reach the highest level of emptiness. Future is not what I'm thinking about, or the precious one that my parents emphasize.

Have you ever get lost or wake up and feel nothing?

I feel like Lost in Oblivion 

I feel like sleeping for such a long time and suddenly someone's waking me up.

Paranormal Activity 3

I rarely go to the cinema and watch those horror movies but last Saturday Night, I encouraged myself to watch this movie. I knew that I would be scared if I watched this movie alone so I brought my brother and yes, he was frightened. He's a coward, hahaha jk bro.

I watched Paranormal Activity 3 and it was...you know. Curiosity killed me and I found out that the movie was startled. Some of the scenes were funny, actually. I'm not recommend this movie because it has an epic failed ending, too bad. But if you want to, just watch it.

I'm not good at reviewing movies but this time I'd like to. And the trailed, somehow, it's kinda different that the movie that I watched.

PS : Toby can drive a car.
Rated : 7/10