Just Let It Be #continued

Mid-semester exam was an impingement for all things bad and cursed. I expected some subjects were good, but in a fact it weren't. Report cards are just the scariest thing for me, currently. I don't know what will my parents blame at me or what are their reactions when they see or they hear about bad scores. I just disappointed at myself and hoping that in the next examination, it'll be a vengeance and a thread for all classmates. This is just a beginning.

Besides scores and all about academic, I feel random lately. People are very friendly and at the same time they're such bad asses. When you try enough to be good, they treat you just like a piece of trash. They ignore or abandon you with nonsense reason and treat you like an angel when they need you.

Emphasis on this part, High School is crap. People in it wanted so bad for an attention and they impose themselves to be invisible in front of hundreds people. They wanted to be involve in something they don't even like just because it's in trend. They want people to care about them and they don't do the same thing to those people who had been very kind to them. Remember, fakers are everywhere in high school. Just prepare yourself for a battle, even with your closest (fake) friend.

I don't give a sh*t to that kind of person. Just let them are and I do believe that karma is a nature law.

Forget about those resentments, some people are very pleasant, friendly, and all things good about them. They hide their tears, they change it into unbeatable jokes and laughs scattered in the air. They make you forget how cruel the high school life in a blink of eyes. They just the way they are and no pretending to be someone else. I feel grateful and blessed to found that kind of people :)

I'd rather make a friend with nerds or geeks or that kind of people than fakers or people who desperately wanted to be known and stabbed you behind.

At least I'm happy in my own way and freedom is mine. Thanks God.

A long story, eh?
Sorry for being aggressively in storytelling of self.