YOOOOO WHATSUPPP BLOGGGG? *another not-good greetings. pardon me*
HA HA HA HA gue bisa gila kalau melihat keadaan sekarang yg semakin tak bisa diungkapkan dengan kata-kata you-know. Sejujurnya, yang gue butuhkan disaat seperti ini adalah hiburan kawan-kawan gila yang menikmati kejamnya SMA dalam waktu 2 tahun lagi. Dan sayangnya, kawan-kawan gilaku ini kebanyakan tertinggal di Kuala Lumpur dan sekarang udah pada bertebaran di udara jadinya kami tidak bisa menggila lagi. Sedih gak? Sedih dong ya. Mesti sedih deh pokoknya.
UAS, acara sekolah, lingkungan sekolah maupun rumah adalah hal-hal yang minta banget dan pengen banget dari lubuk hati yg paling dalam untuk di black-list. Mengapa oh mengapa datengnya mesti barengan? Dude, I have one brain and mind, I can't divide it into pieces and everything needs attention, and ehem, money. So. Which. One. I. Choose. To. Focus.*dalem hati pengen nyilet*
So most of you miss me right? Ha haaaa I know you miss me, you stalk my blog huh? read every update i made, read all those unimportant stories just because you miss me.
The point is, I miss my old life. All of sudden I miss the freedom of being junior high kid with a mall beside her condo, school is in front of, sounds of trains at midnight, a quiet highway and beautiful street lights.
Knowing that every day you wake up in the morning, you know that you have them.
The fact that your parents aren't on your side and you're such a brave and being independent kid for 3 years.
The fact that you're Indonesian and live overseas and your nationalism increase and feel how proud you are as Indonesian. And you present the world by your country's traditional dances.
You take your time every week to go to cinema and watch all new movies without thinking your save money.
As long as you happy, nothing can't be obstacle
Freedom is what I miss for such a long time.
Freedom means you live your life the way you are, not pretending to be someone else
I wish I could relief the pain without release the bonds that hold me so tight.


2 comment(s):
if stalking is wht u call it :P ... thn cOol..
but ur posts are worth reading!!~.
love you far :* be strong sis
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