2012.
Here we come.
Started with some challenges to pass.
Illness, pain, trouble, financial problem, pressure, weak, unfaithful, disappointment, lost.
Tough time.
Spent the New Year's ritual at the Island of The Gods, I feel like in paradise. Then back to capital city of Indonesia and faced the life.
For the first week of school, I skipped it. I got my eye problem, my phone lost, skip those lessons and felt awkward because I've never absent for more than 3 days. I reached the climax point, that period.
But then I came back, I was trying to walk through the aisle, without look around. I felt lost for quite some time. I tried, I failed, I tried again and faced another failure.
I raised my hand and felt nothing than giving up. And I whispered to myself, that was only a beginning. I had to stop whining, complaining, murmuring. I doubted myself. For those people who said that the biggest challenge is to fight for yourself, they're exactly right.
And now I make myself sure I have to follow the plot, start from zero.
And see thee.
Smile and laugh, should it be relieve or restraint?
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